tonkakatt

I brought dusty to the vet today, $476.00 later he's got prednisone (steriods) for a compressed disc. at least thats what they think is his problem. the lab work will be back tomorrow, hopefully everything is fine with that, he's over 8 yrs old and thats on the young-ish side for a small breed but he's still getting old. he's my best little buddy and I'd miss him more than I'd miss most people I know if anything happened to him.

My boss called me today, it looks like I'll be getting a decrease in pay, FUUUUCK!!!! I'm barely scrapeing by as it is, I really need every penny I can get, I've got MAD debt and I'd love to get that under control, how the hell am I gonna be able to do that if I'm making LESS money?
this is just a shitty week all around, Dusty getting sick/injured??? the vet bill being nearly $500, my boss coming to talk to me about my "labor %" (which basically translates to a pay decrease based on earlier conversations), I'm still waiting for my own lab work to come back, and I pray to God that'll be neg. and then my period is due. I pray for that to come as well.


I'm in my own personal hell.