what the fuck does it take for some people to realize that what they're doing is not only hurting themselves but the people who love them?
now before you start getting vain and thinking this is about you....its not.
super personal rant alert!!!!!!!!!!!
I have someone very close to me who is so God damned stubborn about his health, and he's got a lot of medical issues. its reckless!
the first major problem I was involved with was a year ago in Dec. he was on the floor unable to get up or speak coherantly, and refused to let me call an ambulance, I called one anyways. he had low blood sugar, spent the night in the hospital and they detoxed him for all the alcohol he drinks, and what did he do the next morning? yeah you guessed it... go to the bar and get drunk.
there's been a few other lesser situations since then. and people ALWAYS call me. they say he listens to me.....no he fucking doesn't. he doesn't listen to anyone. so I drop everything...go to his house with food, soda...whatever I can think of, I never know what to expect. I never know if he's going to be ok, or lying on the floor dead.
tonight I stopped over, I knew as I walked across the yard that something wasn't right, his car was there, but no lights were on, as I approached the door I could see something on the ground...I couldn't for the life of me figure out what it was.....it was him...un-fucking-conscious! I ahve no idea if he's had a heart attack....yeah he's got an irregular heartbeat and has to go for a bunch of tests in the next few weeks to find out whats up.....or if he's gone into diabetic seizures or coma, if he's drunk or worse dead....
my heart sinks and I begin to seat in the cold...I start talking to him and trying to move him, and he wakes up. I'm freaking out yelling at him:
are you drunk? how long have you been here like this? what the fuck happened? did you eat today? and I'm trying to lift him off the ground? has anyone ever seen a 5'2" girl try to lift a big huge man off the ground? yeah....fricking hilarious, and impossible. so he manages to stay sitting up with the help of my legs behind him as I'm trying to call my roomate on my cell to come help me. cuz I couldn't lift him myself. she didn't answer the phone. he finally was able to get up after a while and made his way into the house. one he was situated I left and picked up some dinner for him. he had NO food to eat, just beer.
I just can't deal with this.
FUUUUUUUCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!
now before you start getting vain and thinking this is about you....its not.
super personal rant alert!!!!!!!!!!!
I have someone very close to me who is so God damned stubborn about his health, and he's got a lot of medical issues. its reckless!
the first major problem I was involved with was a year ago in Dec. he was on the floor unable to get up or speak coherantly, and refused to let me call an ambulance, I called one anyways. he had low blood sugar, spent the night in the hospital and they detoxed him for all the alcohol he drinks, and what did he do the next morning? yeah you guessed it... go to the bar and get drunk.
there's been a few other lesser situations since then. and people ALWAYS call me. they say he listens to me.....no he fucking doesn't. he doesn't listen to anyone. so I drop everything...go to his house with food, soda...whatever I can think of, I never know what to expect. I never know if he's going to be ok, or lying on the floor dead.
tonight I stopped over, I knew as I walked across the yard that something wasn't right, his car was there, but no lights were on, as I approached the door I could see something on the ground...I couldn't for the life of me figure out what it was.....it was him...un-fucking-conscious! I ahve no idea if he's had a heart attack....yeah he's got an irregular heartbeat and has to go for a bunch of tests in the next few weeks to find out whats up.....or if he's gone into diabetic seizures or coma, if he's drunk or worse dead....
my heart sinks and I begin to seat in the cold...I start talking to him and trying to move him, and he wakes up. I'm freaking out yelling at him:
are you drunk? how long have you been here like this? what the fuck happened? did you eat today? and I'm trying to lift him off the ground? has anyone ever seen a 5'2" girl try to lift a big huge man off the ground? yeah....fricking hilarious, and impossible. so he manages to stay sitting up with the help of my legs behind him as I'm trying to call my roomate on my cell to come help me. cuz I couldn't lift him myself. she didn't answer the phone. he finally was able to get up after a while and made his way into the house. one he was situated I left and picked up some dinner for him. he had NO food to eat, just beer.
I just can't deal with this.
FUUUUUUUCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!
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