tonkakatt

I had the need to be at the beach today. it was cold and windy, but the air was scented with saltyness, the sand was soft and forgiving under my feet, and the water met the skyline in beautiful shades of blue.



update:
I was having a shitty ass night and I was going to post a long drawn out entry about how sucky things are and why, I was going to make myself a drink and gather my thoughts, well I made a really really really strong drink, and now I'm happy about something...I'm not entirely sure what? cuz things still suck on the outside, but I'm numb and happy...weeeee! happy..lalalalalala happy. and drunk! just ask

snowkatt I licked her tummy and said a bunch of things I won't repeat here. shhhh!

and a lil SLIPKNOT for ya'll(the most sensual song they have in my humble opinion)
the virus of life

I can see you but you can't see me
I could touch you and you wouldn't even feel me
Wait a second and you'll settle down
I'm just waiting, 'til you really let your guard down?
Your relaxed, your sublime, your amazing
You don't even know the danger you're facing
If I'm quiet, I'll slide up behind you
And if you hear me I'll enjoy trying to find you

I've been with you all day
I'm trying to stay calm
i'm impatient and it's really hard to breathe
I'm going to empty you and fill you in with me

Just keep the violence down
Not yet - don't make a sound
Oh God I'm feeling it
It's reaching fever pitch
My skin is caving in
My heart is driving out
No mercy, no remorse
Let nature take its course

watch me - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
lover - set my sympton free
covered - you won't feel a thing
you can't stop me

(wait, no, wait, no, wait, wait, not yet, no wait)

I'm sweating through my veins
I'm trying to hold on
It's unbearable, it's almost worse for me
I'm gonna to tear you apart and make you see
MAKE YOU SEE!

watch me - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
lover - set my sympton free
covered - you won't feel a thing

This is the virus
THE VIRUS OF LIFE
It gets inside us
AND HURTS US INSIDE
This is the virus
THE VIRUS OF LIFE
This is inside us
THE ONE THAT CONNECTS

It's almost time to play
It's time to be afraid
I can't control the pain
I can't control in me
I'm glad I'm ready now
You're almost ready now
I'm gunna raid it now
I'm gonna break it down
I see you in the dark
I see you all the way
I see you in the light
I see you bright as day
I wanna suck your face
I wanna suck your soul
I wanna wear your face
I WANT TO BREAK IT ALL

watch me - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
lover - set my sympton free
lover - You don't love me

This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life

THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!
THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!
THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!
THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE!