tonkakatt

I couldn't sleep last night and wrote a long drawn out entry bitching about the crap that is my life.
I forgot to tell about what happened at work yesterday....
I almost passed out on a client. I wasn't starved or anything...I have no idea why it happened. it really freaked me out. I could feel mysefl melting into the floor, and all I could see was brightness and stars. the same thing happened a week ago while a man I know was rubbing my lowerback while I was having back spasms. he was working out the knots, I was standing and felt woozy all of a sudden and had to sit. fucking weird.