I stayed hom from school today because I was feeling like carp. I went to the doctor, and he told me I had strep throat which had now downgraded to a bronchial infection. Lots of fun.
I want to feel good again, so I can get my shine on and represent my hood like a real gangsta!
I've been feeling down the past couple days, probably because of being sick. It just seems that my eventual goal of being able to afford to have "the surgery" seems unreachable to me often. $10,000. Like whoa.
Maybe after getting my cosmetology license, I can just save save save and be able to do it then. My goal is to accomplish it before the age of 26. Not an unattainable goal, methinks.
Surgery is what has kept me from dating or even paying attention to guys or girls. If I'm not able to consummate relationships, I figure, why bother? This would be why I am still a virgin.
But it's not all dark clouds folks. When I go to the movies, I only have to pay for one person, and I can eat wherever I want and wear whatever I want!
Angst, angst, more angst.
I will have a happier entry tomorrow, I promise.
I want to feel good again, so I can get my shine on and represent my hood like a real gangsta!
I've been feeling down the past couple days, probably because of being sick. It just seems that my eventual goal of being able to afford to have "the surgery" seems unreachable to me often. $10,000. Like whoa.
Maybe after getting my cosmetology license, I can just save save save and be able to do it then. My goal is to accomplish it before the age of 26. Not an unattainable goal, methinks.
Surgery is what has kept me from dating or even paying attention to guys or girls. If I'm not able to consummate relationships, I figure, why bother? This would be why I am still a virgin.
But it's not all dark clouds folks. When I go to the movies, I only have to pay for one person, and I can eat wherever I want and wear whatever I want!
Angst, angst, more angst.
I will have a happier entry tomorrow, I promise.
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good luck overcoming your sickness!
good luck saving money!
good luck in all your endeavors!
It isn't always nessecary to have the personal capital for your surgery. You can get a personal loan, much the same as if you were to purchase a car.
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