tonguelash

What kind of bike? I totaly missed out on the last 2 riding seasons, one due to the bike needing repair and the other due to my injuries from a car wreck. Good luck finding that special someone! As for the boy, he's just a crush, and lives rather far away but he's coming to visit (soon I hope), so we'll see what develops.

~Trampy

I just did my usual morning routing and read random journals. There are some people that can really bore the hell out of you, but then you start to read one that really speaks to you. that lournal might not say anything that is directed to you, but some how you just want to read more about that person. not that my life isn't exciting enough, but that their stories are written in a way that makes you want to keep on reading.
example- I just read NATTY's journal. Nothing to compelling, but just something about the way that she puts things into words, kinda like; have you ever spoken to some one that you just met, you know that you may/may not have anything in common and you are not really loking to hook up or anything, but you get drawn to what they have to say? Important or not. I hope that she keeps on writing those intersting (to me) journals. life is not doll (depending on what glasses you are looking trough) people shouldn't be either!
Now for my boring story: Still single, but not really looking. I guess that I'm just rebuilding my "friend reservoir".
I forced myself to go out with my bartender (who is absolutly beautiful) but I just don't feel it! when a girl that looks like she does tells you that you are the best that she ever had & want to be with no other else, after the first time, it makes you wonder. granted; I am 33 and she is 20. I guess what I don't like about her is that every girl in the bar knows explicit detail of that night & informed me of this fact as I entered the bar a week later. I never thought I'd mind "kiss & tell" but I do! I just don't want to be her personal dildo. Does that make me gay? I just want to hang with my friends and be cool just for a bit longer before the "Right Girl" comes along.
Some one help me, I don't mind beeing someone's little "sex slave". but is it wrong to freak out when she feels that I am IT? I don;t want to use her if she likes me like that, but I don't want to be the focus of someone's infatuation either. Kinda like that mutual feeling...feeling! someone, anyone get back to me and correct my life and/or way of thinking.