toneski

Sorry about your dad.
Mine died in 93, right before my birthday. He was only 43. His birthday was May 18th- curiously enough I was thinking about that when I read your journal. I could type many paragraphs of superficial "be happy for the memories" kind of shit--- I def-in-ately know what major loss feels like --- but words fail ultimately. At least for me. I don't know you, or your father though either.
I guess if I can offer any honest words of consolation, they would just be that I know how bad that loss can hurt, and it def. won't last forever the way that it feels now.
Take a deep breath, and thank him for life.
good luck, kiddo

Sorry for the loss. One of those funny days last weekend. I went to a wedding that was in Brooklyn Park, right off 169. As I'm pulling up to the church, I realize that my father's family graves are right across the street. So after this "rebirth" of two into one, I meander over to the old St. Vincent of DePaul (or whatever the fuck it's called) to see the burial of former unions. It was one of those really weird ying and yang moments. Two totally different things, yet they couldn't have been intertwined anymore.

"And I hate myself
Just enough to want him
And I hate him just enough to get off"

what makes you think i'm poe...

hint:
British film

larger picture in my pics. not sure why it came through on your page so small...have a look

rubbing butts is nice.

damien rice steals my heart every time i listen to him. he hasn't been a member of any other bands that i know of, but d_c would know for sure. give him a listen.

Yep...#5 is deer...have you ever had it? Good stuff!! (By-the-by, I was kidding about #3...I've never had Bulls testicles before, and I don't think I'd want to...but, have you ever seen the movie, Funny Farm? Fucking hilarious!!)

OK cola rocks!!! sorry I missed you on IM. I had an important phone call.

ah thats sucks man... i just went back through your journal and read about it. i guess its 'good' that it wasnt sudden and you were expecting it.
and the highway picture... thats a great tribute, a great image of hope/history/transition/the unknown.

i'll be crossing my fingers for the wolves too. i wanna see sprewell continue his good run.
and i wanna see the mayor come off the bench firing some daggers. ooh yeah.


right im off to the pub quiz to drink it up and let my knowledge run wild all over the joint.

My best friend. She died in a car accident a bit over a year ago.

*long distance hug*
eat a cookie eat a big dick everyday whaaa?

[Edited on May 17, 2004 10:33AM]

i just wish i wasnt a huge dork who is easily amused by 80s comedies & content to sit at home with my laptop haunting sg talking shit...does that qualify me as anyone who is socially skilled, much less flirtacious? no not usually.

haahah...im drinking alone i have no power on anyones outlook on life. i shouldnt anyway. i graduated yesterday and i have been celebrating for 2 days straight. now everyones asleep & i am still awake & thirsty
edited to add, this makes me giggle "confidence in you, confidence in me." because i am the cockiest cunt you will ever meet sometimes. thats not an issue.

[Edited on May 16, 2004 1:35AM]

heh heh, i haven't seen hackers in way too long.

::runs out the door to go rent the movie::