tavaluv:
what do u do for a living bc your comment was amazing and so well organized! lol i totally feel everything u said and i agree with mostly all of it. and yes u know what? i am scared to death about a girl who doesnt even trust herself, knwo herself to devote a lifetime to a man who doesn't know how to communicate fully with her yet. i guess my expectations for myself are just higher and i only want the best for her...like i told her, i will standing on the side of you for that edding, but i hope to God it isn't until you graduate college ( next dec) and thankfully she agreed....so things are looking up and i guess i just need a lil faith that things will work out and if not, everythign happens for a reason. thansk for your comments! 
kiska:
the one im going to is not that great and i will be going to miami jacobs instead...haha so thats why.