tomosnemesis

well it finally happened. i hit empty sometime on friday and then proceeded to run on empty all through a very stressful weekend and completely broke down this evening when i got home. i have an unfinished paper due tomorrow, my ex is a total asshole (in case you couldn't tell), my grandpa is dying and feels the need to continue to bitch at me and tell me what a fuck up i am. i couldn't take another thing. and then my roommate pissed me off within 5 minutes of walking in the door tonight. so i threw up, then i cried, then i broke stuff and burned more stuff. now i have to finish this paper and go to school in the morning. i want to die.