tomosnemesis

grrrr...allow me to reiterate a little more vehemently...GRRRR!!!! AOL fucking sucks. i've been trying to get on all fucking morning and be able to IM people but the damn thing won't load. So I'm not going to so much as be able to wink at steve before my sojourn to tucson for Disturbed. Damn that's going to get crazy. Decided against blue hair for the show. No word yet on when i'm finally going to be able to get my piercings done thanks to a possible new shoot. I'm getting fucking sick of my deranged dreams. this time i actually woke up sweating with that whole "omigod!" jump from my bed...some scary nightmares-and-dreamscapes themed dream involving an unseen beastie, dogs and lots of running. i hate running. so that got my ass out of bed pretty damn early for being up until 3 or so am doing yoga trying to chill my ass out. Angela says i need to get laid. yeah this has been probably the longest i've gone without sex since i lost my virginity, but i don't mind. it's going to be like losing my virginity allover again next time, except for the fact that i rock in the sack must stop babbling, change cds and put some real clothes on...gong to throw my computer out the window...