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tomosnemesis

Snowfuck, AZ

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Friday Jul 04, 2003

Jul 4, 2003
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I finally had a huge release this week. After the signature day from hell on Tuesday, everything just started getting better, and better , then awesome. but i shall elaborate (because i'm concieted and love talking about myself):
so saturday my car broke down...that sucked. then a friend of mine offered to loan me the money to get the truck i've wanted forever, brandspankin'new. sunday i worked it for the camera to get some portfolio work and shots for the STUFF magazine cover contest done. i will be sure to let you all know when my pics go up so you can vote for me tongue monday my friend rob (the prettiest goth boy i know) drove my notso happy ass around and we got pics developed. nullMondo Kiyama is fucking amazing! and tuesday we did the same thing to get the pics and affidavit in the goddamn mail. i hate having to depend on others. i'm a sag dammit!
but tuesday blew dirty balls. first steve and i got into a huge argument which pretty much decided for us that there is no way we could have ever had a stable relationship, nor can we even be friends. we're just way too fucking different. i have an urge to talk shit, but that would just make me a bad person, and i do that enough without deliberately bringing the title on myself. then i talked to my family. jesus christ. after having my ass reamed for nothing, i declared to them that i am disowning them for good. both of my grandparents are months away from the grave and i don't even fucking care anymore. they can't find peace here, maybe somewhere else, but i'm not going to be their favorite whipping boy in the process. as of then, i only have my sisters for family. and i love them dearly. i can say that now. i spent so long without loving anyone and i've gradually learned to love even through betrayal and heartache. some people can only be happy. some people just can't be happy at all. and some people (like myself) shoot from one extreme to another with the bat of an eyelash. and it's all good, because it has to be. we have no choice. back on the ranch
tuesday night laura showed for the following day's mayhem. we went to the titty bar and got our pimp on with the girls. i told them i'd be in as soon as i got my new vehicle (which should be this coming week). my roommate left halfway through to go get her drink on and we ended up bringing a few boys home. when we got home roomie told me how she had seen my ex at the bar and something about him being a dick...the usual. so i ended up with an email from him on wednesday. the boys we brought back ended up being bonafied ambercrombieandfitch virgins. and they freaked the fuck out on us when we tried to play with them. there were girls kissing boys and girls kissing girls and guys just freaking out...i have never laughed so hard in my life. so around 5 in the morning the boys left and we crashed...having to be up in a few hours to make our way to ozzfest.
i woke up pretty chipper, though jerkin'tired wednesday...and i'll continue this in my LJ
VIEW 14 of 14 COMMENTS
inara:
Dammit that sucks we missed you! We left at 11:00 because we're giant pussies, rather I'm a giant pussy biggrin
Jul 9, 2003
inara:
The next SGAZ event has been posted to the group biggrin
Jul 10, 2003

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