it is true NYRomperStomper is here and we're loving every unbearably normal minute together. today i dragged him back to bed just so we could cuddle while sleeping since i passed the fuck out last night mid-back massage. i've been doing that a lot with him here. but i'm finally sleeping. after a month of nothing worth calling sleep i've spent the vast majority of...
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i'm officially depressed...really depressed. i didn't get the grades necessary to keep my scholarship...i feel like such a fucking idiot..a real fuck up. i'm going to go eat some ice cream and cry with the cat some more...
and i can't find my girl interrupted dvd
and i can't find my girl interrupted dvd
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nectar:
hum.......... there must be some mad lovin going on!!!!! hee hee- have fun you two.....
jurasic:
What's up with you???Here everyday...Gone everyday???
just saw Identity...fucking scary movie...now i'll really have psychotic nightmares...but it was so fucking twisted...
i love you stevie
my other journal
i love you stevie
my other journal
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tattooedyourmom:
Well at least you thought enough to try to help.
grrlhavoc:
OMG i will have to see it..sounds good...and that girl is HOT
my "cuffs and cigarettes" set is in my pics...enjoy!
i love you steve, only a little longer
and for those of you who missed it, that's me and steve from when i spent easter out there...it was love at first sight
i love you steve, only a little longer
and for those of you who missed it, that's me and steve from when i spent easter out there...it was love at first sight
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xigorx:
i liked your profile pick when you were naked..........
nectar:
hi beautiful- not much longer till you and your boy are together!!! woohoo- hugs and kisses-lu
So my arm doesn't hurt as badly but i'm still not sleeping well. oh well. steve will be here soon and i have this feeling that nothing else will matter for those 10 whole days. i will soon be posting the couple more pics i have of us as well as a bunch from my last piercing session...and as promised, the cuffs and cigarette's set.
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applerecords1251:
Sounds like things are getting better. That is good. Can't wait to see the pics and remember to study cause I know finals are coming up!!!!!!!!! Study!!
jurasic:
hey...i was cooking something...had the munchies...sorry I missed your messages~
my head hurts. it really hurts. it hurts so bad i want to go lie down in traffic and let it be run over a few times because it would feel better than the way it feels now. i got to see everclear live last night. can i say omigod? i liked them before, now i love them. my life has always been a big...
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selena:
*sends happy beams too* although i don't have a special device, i am special 
yeh for more surface bars! owch- hope they don't hurt too much. been thinking of getting one near my ankle, after i get my nipples pierced, hopefully i'll get enough birthday money for em, it iwll take me so long to work up the courage to get them done tho. 
too playboy i don't know, but your tres pretty, u sent in a set yet? you really should if not &id put you on my favourite girl list 
for some strange reason i didn't think everclear were still around , love his voice, yes.
yeh for more surface bars! owch- hope they don't hurt too much. been thinking of getting one near my ankle, after i get my nipples pierced, hopefully i'll get enough birthday money for em, it iwll take me so long to work up the courage to get them done tho. too playboy i don't know, but your tres pretty, u sent in a set yet? you really should if not &id put you on my favourite girl list for some strange reason i didn't think everclear were still around , love his voice, yes.
jurasic:
R U accusing me of being normal???
So what is up???
So what is up???
my brain hurts. my scholarship is in jeopardy. i couldn't resist the urge and licked one of my piercings.
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samhain:
dude, i'm bored and wanted to hang out..... you suck, lol. you're not on aim at all, prolly hanging out wit someone else cuz i aint coo enuf. *cry*
chirex:
debt only lasts your lifetime, and can be put off inevitably. The education one gains from it, however, helps define who you are. You are what you know, and I, for one, always want to be more.
my last entry blows, so i'm updating against my urge to say fuck this and go to bed. 
i'm torn. i don't know if i should get my next 3 bars this week or not. i want to, but i don't want to. goddamnit
great news! i'm actually keeping my scholarship for the next acadmic year...hell yeah. i was actually pretty scared about that
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i'm torn. i don't know if i should get my next 3 bars this week or not. i want to, but i don't want to. goddamnit
great news! i'm actually keeping my scholarship for the next acadmic year...hell yeah. i was actually pretty scared about that
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noelani:
Much love to you too beautiful. Congrats on your scholorship and sorry about the ex. I absolutely despise my ex so I'd hate to run into him.
selena:
ray for huge big fat lolloping kitties! and for keeping your scholarship, from what i've read from your journal entries you comea cross as a clever kitty. i think i'll join you on the 
for exams and finals, grrr. talking of fucked up dreams i had one last night in which my boyfriend,family, friends and i were sat round a table anjoying a civilised meal when without notice i just begin flashing everyone feeling no embarrassment/shame or remorse...until i wake up that is?!
awww, know how you feel about not seeing your dude the anticipation is just so much, i hardly ever see my boy although we only live about 20 mins by car away (despite neither if us being able to drive) i hardly see him because of our timetable clashes and me being such a huge dweeb...monkey...dweeb-monkey but you know the wait will be so worth it in the end!
for exams and finals, grrr. talking of fucked up dreams i had one last night in which my boyfriend,family, friends and i were sat round a table anjoying a civilised meal when without notice i just begin flashing everyone feeling no embarrassment/shame or remorse...until i wake up that is?!
awww, know how you feel about not seeing your dude the anticipation is just so much, i hardly ever see my boy although we only live about 20 mins by car away (despite neither if us being able to drive) i hardly see him because of our timetable clashes and me being such a huge dweeb...monkey...dweeb-monkey
but you know the wait will be so worth it in the end! GODDAMN
it's 3 am i'm awake and on the verge of an anxiety fit. but at least i have the sweetest guy in the world loving me and keeping me company. life is making me angry...hurry up and happen already! i wish i could fucking sleep...
it's 3 am i'm awake and on the verge of an anxiety fit. but at least i have the sweetest guy in the world loving me and keeping me company. life is making me angry...hurry up and happen already! i wish i could fucking sleep...
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adobe:
Hey dearie. I hope you were able to catch some Zzz Zzz Zzz.
adobe:
P.S.
Learned in class that you need sleep for neuronal regeneration & memory retention. Hehe.
Learned in class that you need sleep for neuronal regeneration & memory retention. Hehe.
hi guys! we gots to show some lurve for my fun (and kinky) friend kajiseele
he's new and badass...our badass trio (should be a four-o but someone's in wyoming) terrorizes poor typical college town tempe.
anyway...arm hurts like a bitch, didn't get to see ink last night, well not painful ink, and my interview got cancelled today. i think i'm going back to bed...for the...
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he's new and badass...our badass trio (should be a four-o but someone's in wyoming) terrorizes poor typical college town tempe.
anyway...arm hurts like a bitch, didn't get to see ink last night, well not painful ink, and my interview got cancelled today. i think i'm going back to bed...for the...
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samhain:
ya your friend kajiseele, weve been talking maybe through you.........
truth is, i am a nobody... that's just me =)
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truth is, i am a nobody... that's just me =)
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historyteller:
I'm happy for you as well
oh wow, i'm having piercing issues. my bottom one was swollen when i woke up yesterday and by the afternoon it was oozing stuff...so i broke out the antiseptic and cleaned the hell out of it with a bunch of my sterile knowhow and by 3 in the morning it had gone down and stopped oozing. well this morning i woke with the bottom and...
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jurasic:
Xmen2 was great...the kids and I had fun down in ChinaTown...Yeah they did...Now they are all tuckered out and snoaring like their mom...
[Edited on May 03, 2003]
[Edited on May 03, 2003]
ms:
I'm going to see X2 today. I'm sure it's an awesome spectacle. The only thing that probably would have made that movie better would be to see Wolverine fuck up Jack White. That would be awesome.
yesterday was an awesome day of relaxation. today it's back to the grind but not too bad. hope you all like this pic, it's one of my faves. thank you all for your kindness and well wishes during this rough time for me. you guys are the best!
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alexjane:
i really need to put a pic up... it looks good...
planty:
you've got to show the front...
*smie*
i luv hearing lovely luv stories
i want u and NYRomperStomper to get married, lolol.
thats made day, reading your recent journal entry =)
hugsNkisses
xXx
isabella