the excitement has died down exponentially and i have to admit i'm left feeling really empty. i'm still waiting on my truck and trying to come up with another plan in the even that this guy bails...like he always does. i need to go get some official crap and then i'll be workin Le Girls, probably begin monday if at all...
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davidgr:
If your free tonight, call me
davidgr:
check your email
I finally had a huge release this week. After the signature day from hell on Tuesday, everything just started getting better, and better , then awesome. but i shall elaborate (because i'm concieted and love talking about myself):
so saturday my car broke down...that sucked. then a friend of mine offered to loan me the money to get the truck i've wanted forever, brandspankin'new. sunday...
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so saturday my car broke down...that sucked. then a friend of mine offered to loan me the money to get the truck i've wanted forever, brandspankin'new. sunday...
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inara:
Dammit that sucks we missed you! We left at 11:00 because we're giant pussies, rather I'm a giant pussy
inara:
The next SGAZ event has been posted to the group 
FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU!
i've been making my own goddamn decisions for a long time and it's working out pretty well for me. i'm pretty damn far in my life for my age and what i've been through especially in comparison to many of my stupid peers. don't try to fucking tell me how to make my decisions because you have...
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i've been making my own goddamn decisions for a long time and it's working out pretty well for me. i'm pretty damn far in my life for my age and what i've been through especially in comparison to many of my stupid peers. don't try to fucking tell me how to make my decisions because you have...
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nectar:
aw sweet girl..... happiness wiil be yours again............
so it sounds as though you got your other arm done?
that is very exciting......
i got a new tat a few weeks ago....it is a big beautiful humming bird by this botanical artist from the mid 1800s.... i will try to get a pic up soon....
kisses.........
so it sounds as though you got your other arm done?
that is very exciting......
i got a new tat a few weeks ago....it is a big beautiful humming bird by this botanical artist from the mid 1800s.... i will try to get a pic up soon....
kisses.........
jacqui:
i cant imagine that u ever danced, u look way too shy lol.
my head is a little sore today after last night (9 1/2 southrn comfort's) so i think im gonna go back to bed for a while.....oouch.
happy 4th july
xXx
isabella
my head is a little sore today after last night (9 1/2 southrn comfort's) so i think im gonna go back to bed for a while.....oouch.
happy 4th july
xXx
isabella
stupid car! stupid stupid car! ye olde' vic finally died completely dead on me on the freeway last night en route to sars house for rocky. so i didn't make it. but they seemed to have a good time. but i'm definately bummed today. i shot pictures today for the stuff cover contest. now to get them developed and uploaded...stupid car. time to cash in...
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selena:
lmao! cash in the sugar daddy points, nice one : ) i wouldnt know the know the pain of losing a car : P
upload the pics when youve got them developed x *bear hug*
upload the pics when youve got them developed x *bear hug*
jacqui:
i cant drive yet but i bet its a bastard when that happens !
are u feeliing better ?
i hope so !
go and see 28days later and go"Me0w" over the extremely yummy irish lad in the film.
yay, u are goin to be in stuff ? send the pix to your ex, lol. no im just joking....that pretty evil isnt it ?
peace N light to u always
xXx
isabella
*givesUaBigHug*

are u feeliing better ?
i hope so !
go and see 28days later and go"Me0w" over the extremely yummy irish lad in the film.
yay, u are goin to be in stuff ? send the pix to your ex, lol. no im just joking....that pretty evil isnt it ?
peace N light to u always
xXx
isabella
*givesUaBigHug*
w00t! tucson was lame and so we came home after one night of nothing. i even went to bed early last night. we drove down, took pictures of bunnies on the golf course and came home basically. but we did eat at this restaurant that had a virgin mary room...and we had to eat in the virgin mary room...i was scared the particle board mary...
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mothra:
Tucson is always lame, its the five year wasteland we all somehow wound up in during college, there is no other reason to be there.
kajiseele:
hehe call me tons to say not enough room to post
can you see my picture? because i can't see my picture, and people say it's there...stupid puter...well, i'm commencing on a neat journey down south with sars and kaji tomorrow. stupid maxxus is having no fun in wy for way too long. but solace: ozzfest is next week and i bought a new camera, and i will have 2 shoot deadlines over with by the...
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thrasher:
yeah people suck ....
applerecords1251:
I see your pic. I hear some good bands are playing ozzfest, lucky you.
well...mystery comment turned into what i feared...he had a kid. well, almost had a kid. which makes me more mad...anyway, reason it bothers me, he was boinking her at the same time he was doing me and being stupid about it, which put me in jeopardy (considering i have a HUGE pregnancy/STD phobia) so i began the first of my tequila shots for the night....
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jurasic:
just eating a carrot...was going to go lay with the kiddo's...maybe watch the rest of the hulk...
black_tar_heroin:
I sold a FAKE ass and that was semi amussing just for the humilation this customer endured, it was quit heroic. I keep relaying the fine features the anus and vagina detailed, and then tonight some bastard rented a trainy tape and he was being an utter cunt, i am watching the 28 DAYS LATER in secret i am suppose to see it in the morning.......... i am really using it as a precaution because i get scared easily and i dont want to wait in the hall and play my game boy...... god i am a weiner... well the TRAINY fella was saying that someone gave him the wrong tape, and that was utterly impossible , he just didn't want to be labeled as that kind of PERVERT , and now i am labeled as a coward, my roomate discovered my horrible sissy plan....... blaHH
getting ready to go dancing with my best friend from high school who has been here all week...i've been having a crappy time emotionally and in my personal life and needed her here. stupid former bootycall dave gave me a super mysterious comment today "yeah i've been busy with someone, but it's not what you think. i'll talk to you when i get home" except...
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somekindofinsane:
i miss you too... :\
jurasic:
I hope you have a great time dancing...
rough, and very bad but that's how i feel...
knock a little harder
i don't have to hear what i don't want to
if i can't see it, it doesn't exist
here i am
the girl weeping in your nightmares
wrists slit, throat choked
and i won't stop crying
blind eyes, deaf ears
burned hands
blistered and peeling away
falling backwards, into my own pool...
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knock a little harder
i don't have to hear what i don't want to
if i can't see it, it doesn't exist
here i am
the girl weeping in your nightmares
wrists slit, throat choked
and i won't stop crying
blind eyes, deaf ears
burned hands
blistered and peeling away
falling backwards, into my own pool...
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davidgr:
come back
nectar:
contact me......
things are much much better than they were. my own depression continues to wax, but at least steve and i don't hate each other. and that's a huge relief. i never wanted to hurt him. but things aren't always as we want them i've learned. just wanted to come in and say that. back to laundry..
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jurasic:
well thats good you don't hate eachother...So what you been up to???
xigorx:
you should be less sad
you should fix your profile up nicly again....
grey is not pretty...
you should fix your profile up nicly again....
grey is not pretty...
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ms:
I'm sorry....If you wanna talk you know where to find me.
thrasher:
what do you think of that?
Steve's at the airport right now. i dropped him off about a half an hour ago. i don't know how i feel...kind of numb...and queasy. i'm going to go back to bed now.
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jacqui:
that makes me so sad !
i've done it plenty of times and it never gets any easier.
actually, i will be doing it again on tuesday ...='(..... im leaving to see my family in england for three weeks. i hate saying bye to him to start with, regardless if he's only leaving for work BUT the whole airport thing makes me feel sick to my stomach.
just try and think of when you will be together next, it usd to help me alot.
anyway, i hope that you feel better soon
*makesUaNICEcuppaTEAandgivesUhugs*
xXx
IsaBella
i've done it plenty of times and it never gets any easier.
actually, i will be doing it again on tuesday ...='(..... im leaving to see my family in england for three weeks. i hate saying bye to him to start with, regardless if he's only leaving for work BUT the whole airport thing makes me feel sick to my stomach.
just try and think of when you will be together next, it usd to help me alot.
anyway, i hope that you feel better soon
*makesUaNICEcuppaTEAandgivesUhugs*
xXx
IsaBella
black_tar_heroin:
salute_ i hope YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU WAKE UP... at least you won't wake up as me.. or dear god what if you do.. now i am worried