tommyjohn

So it's been 2 days short of 6 weeks since i broke my finger and the fucking thing still doesn't want to bend more than a few degrees. The general swelling has gone down but the knuckle closest to the break is still very swollen. I'm concerned about permanent movement loss and/or pain. I took the brace off earlier this week in hopes that i just have to work it back into shape after more than a month of immobilization. Still no progress....i'm seeing a doctor a week from today. I'm hoping it's healing normally, but the pessimist in me is screaming "YOUR FINGER IS FUCKED FOR LIFE". I had a legitimate thought process today that i should just chop the fucker off so i can make a fist again and go back to the martial arts classes that keep me from going into flip-out mode and shoving a frisbee down the throat of the ass-munches that i get to deal with at work. A woman told me that i shouldn't be working in a food service job with "that unsanitary thing" on my finger.........apparently "I touch your steak with this brace about as much as i dip my balls in your salad dressing" wasn't the response she wanted to hear.

I'm sick of hearing the anal fingering gone bad jokes, i'm sick of hearing "well at least it's not your writing hand", i'm sick not being able to get anything out of my left pocket. I'm sick of looking at the $1600 bill i got from EHCN cause they charged me for an emergency room. GRRRRRRR;LKAH;LERHGA;LKNGLKAH;OIWHI

Frustrated Tom is frustrated.