A year ago today my ex broke up with me and it was the single most devastating thing that I have had to go through. I'm not entirely sure where I'm going with this post, it's been a pretty rough year. The fact that she moved on almost immediate and after saying that she would always be my friend and be there for me to turn on me and leave me out in the cold. It's left me questioning a lot of things about myself, about whether I'm a good person or whether I'm good for anyone else. I barely trust my own thoughts these days. I think I'm on a good path now but it's taken a year to the day to even begin to feel like myself again. I feel thankful for the changes that I've had to make in my life and the people that I've met who have helped me get to where I am now. There are people on here that have helped and I hope they know who they are. It's the start of a new year and things are only getting better