Today was my last day in my current job. I didn't leave on the best of terms, but that is how it had to be and now that I am starting my new job tomorrow the transition is complete from my old life to my new one. I am living in a great new city in a wonderful flat and am about to start an amazing opportunity with this new job. Yet there is still a sadness that I feel for what I have left behind, the girl whose love I have lost.
I have been reading posts about whether you ever truly get over 'the one' and I know that I am still not over her. I have to constantly tell myself that I will move on and meet someone but I don't know if I believe it. How could I possibly meet someone as amazing and perfect. And until I get over her how could anyone possibly live up to her. I feel like I have come along so much and now I feel like I'm falling backwards being sucked into memories that do me no good and make me feel rejected and worthless.