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The self loathing is strong

Apr 26, 2015
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After a good couple of weeks it took me by complete surprise that a lot of old feeling about my ex girlfriend still surface. I'm not ashamed to say that last night I cried myself to sleep, and upon waking I was still brought to tears with the feeling of loss and loneliness.

I guess it just goes to show that no matter how far along I think I have come there are still those feeling deep down. To that end I have decided to unburden myself from the clutches of social media for an undetermined length of time. Whilst the likes of fb and Instagram can be wonderful tools when used for the right reasons, for me they have become a source of contstant torment.

I do hope that this is just a little bump in the road and that the good times will pick up again.

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