tomiko

im sad, i dont like my new job, i started today. but i have to make it last a lil longer so i can pay my phone bill, atleast im working only part time. also im sad. i miss waking up next to a girl... its time for me to start dating. i think ive been drinking to much and having random makeouts with these girls. and too drunk to get a number or giving a shit at the time. probly not what im looking for. but i am sad. im also thinking of cutting my hair again. im thinking short. i dunno i think i just miss someones attention and being adored by her. im soo lame. the only solution that comes to mind , drink drink drink and be a lush.... and be with my friends who too are misrable and alone so i dont feel so left out. god i need a date