tomiko

ive still yet to find a model for tomorrow for work. finding models sux, i have going up to strangers. well the love of my life is gonna be here in 2 weeks. (they dont love u like i love u.) shhh i think this will be my year of celebisy SP* hmm probly gonna end up like my commitment to quitting cigs, ive gotten better i smoked 3/4 of a cig today, thats it. hurrah. gawd we`ve had some hotties come in to work lately. i love eye candy, it makes the day at work soo much better. ive decided i need to save my cash and get my ass in gear and move the fuck out of this stupid city. i told my mom i want to move to japan. id most likely be living in yokohama with my family, unless i can room with my moms friends daughter who lives in tokyo. id like to live in shinjiku. my mom took me by the apartment we use to live in there last time we visited. maybe i can work for my cousin and work in his salon. cause yeah if i do work at toni and guy in tokyo, my language barrier would really be hard. i cant even write japanese. i better learn. but if not japan, new york, cause i need some sort of fashion to inspire me. people here cannot dress. omg. its a fucking eye sore. y cant all the girls dress and be as cute as me. life would be alot more colorful. franchan cut my hair today, it is uber cute, i cant believe im gonna be cutting hair on the floor soon. im soo scared.work is friggin stressin me out. ugh u need to be told im super so i dont wig out . cause i feel like i super suck. no love for the tamichan *pouts*