Saturday Jan 08, 2005

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97 days
6 hours
23 minutes

until I am 21!!!

Mark turned 21 yesterday. Ian got hammered, and still he went to work. Wow...

I have a had a fun week. Erin's grandmother died, so I have the wake, funeral, and drunk night.

home again.
bed
cutnhalf:
I hate this I think about you all the time...I miss you so much...I have never loved anyone as much as you...i have this pain that you dont understand...I go to sleep and all I dream of is you...My life is a living hell!...Glad you're having fun though!
evil_mad_hatter:
That's a long time to wait to buy booze. Oh well, nothing much to do, unless you create a devise that will spped up time. Insert mad laugh here.

Sunday Jan 02, 2005

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Spent New Years listening to four people hooking up: Rae and Anthony, Rinny and Kenny. I was drinking by myself, and I must say, I handled myself perty damn well.

Screaming that all four of them owe me an apology and that they were done to me, not dead, but done. *giggles* I'm funny when drunk.

But, alone, that sucked. Rae was my New Years...
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evil_mad_hatter:
Sleep isn't that important. All you really need is three hours a day. Delerium is fun.

Thursday Dec 30, 2004

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Fuck guys, I think I am switching to girls.
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derangedmichy:
hahahaha don't we all think that way once in awhile lol.
Hey girls ain't bad either -- but they are full of drama for me to handle sometimes...I believe in a nice fun with women or men but... wink
pavlovsdog:
Me too! biggrin

Tuesday Dec 28, 2004

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This morning I was biggrin

Now I'm more whatever

And I'm okay with that.

Monday Dec 27, 2004

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I have had the worst week ever.

And SG isn't helping...

Think I'll leave for good...

I don't want to know, I don't want to see.

I hear about you all the time, and it sucks, I'm sorry, but there is nothing that is going to change.

I will always love you, but, I don't know...

I'm sorry for hurting you, I never ment to...
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cutnhalf:
I love you....I'm sorry

Friday Dec 17, 2004

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I know I am not supposed to be here, but I found something, and I wanted to put it up here...




G'mork: If you come any closer I will rip you to shreds.
Atreyu: Who are you?
G'mork: I am G'mork. And you, whoever you are, can have the honor of being my last victim.
Atreyu: I will not die easily, I am a warrior!...
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cutnhalf:
Im sorry....I am dying inside...I mis you.....This hurts way too much...... frown skull skull

[Edited on Dec 21, 2004 2:11PM]
evil_mad_hatter:
That is one of my favorite movies of all time. The second one was great, too. The third one blew in my opinion, but I can't get enough of the others.

Sunday Dec 12, 2004

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Well, I guess I'm not going to be on here for a while. Like a month.

Give me some love.

bye...
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vader_____:
April 16th: a good day to be born!

take care smile
derangedmichy:
whyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how have u been baby??
i have been so MIA and busy lately but just droppin by to say hi!

Kiss kiss kiss kiss

Saturday Dec 11, 2004

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Okay huge update:


Cutnhalf and I broke up. Well, I broke it off. But now he is being an ass. You heard me! He called me up, saying that without me, he was going to kill himself, and then turns around and says he would never do that.

He said as long as I am happy I could do what I want, and I told...
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cutnhalf:
I never said I would'nt do it!
warsoul:
Stop being an ass. Give the girl some space, if you ever want any chance of having her back as a girlfriend STOP. If you even want to have her as a friend STOP.

Grow up.

Friday Dec 10, 2004

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My tummy goes grrrrr, and it's not like I have shat lately, far from it actually. I don't understand...

I decided to switch from Marlboro Lights to Camel Turkish Gold. Why? Because they are good.

I wonder what time the guy is coming over to fix everything. Do I have time to smoke a bowl in my room?

My mom just had surgery again. They...
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pavlovsdog:
There is drama in lesbian relationships too.

Wednesday Dec 08, 2004

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I'm lost in a fucking sea of self something. Loathing could be the word, but I don't know if it suits my feelings.

I have The Misfits stuck in my head.

I feel blah today, and nothing seems to make me feel better. Not even Kenny. Tho, he did have me smiling a one point. The rest of the night was spent crying...

I hate...
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vader_____:
haha, hope ya feel better - take care
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