Okay huge update:
Cutnhalf and I broke up. Well, I broke it off. But now he is being an ass. You heard me! He called me up, saying that without me, he was going to kill himself, and then turns around and says he would never do that.
He said as long as I am happy I could do what I want, and I told him what I wanted, and he says it's unfair. How is it unfair? If I was truly unhappy in this relationship, why should I be in it? If I need some time to go out, meet new people, have fun, seeing I have never done it, how is that unfair?
I tried not to hurt him, but how do you not hurt a emo kid? And I do love him, but, listen, I have been in 2 relationships, straight, since I was 15. 15! I don't understand this! How am I being unfair?! I still want him in my life, I do, but he doesn't want anything to do with me.
He calls me up and says he wants everything back, and I told him fine. Then turns around and says nevermind. He wants his clothes, cds, money, wants me to cancel SG. I don't care. I will. I want him to understand that I do care about him, I do love him, but I cannot be in a relationship right now. I physical and emtionally cannot do it.
I've been crying for 2 days, and now he being a dick to my friends. Blowing up my phone to cry to me, to tell me that it's unfair. He told me as long as I am happy. I couldn't do it anymore. I wasn't happy with him, and now he is putting so much pressure onto me. He backed me into a corner for the past 2 weeks. But yet he doesn't see how he did it.
This is why I hate boys.
Cutnhalf and I broke up. Well, I broke it off. But now he is being an ass. You heard me! He called me up, saying that without me, he was going to kill himself, and then turns around and says he would never do that.
He said as long as I am happy I could do what I want, and I told him what I wanted, and he says it's unfair. How is it unfair? If I was truly unhappy in this relationship, why should I be in it? If I need some time to go out, meet new people, have fun, seeing I have never done it, how is that unfair?
I tried not to hurt him, but how do you not hurt a emo kid? And I do love him, but, listen, I have been in 2 relationships, straight, since I was 15. 15! I don't understand this! How am I being unfair?! I still want him in my life, I do, but he doesn't want anything to do with me.
He calls me up and says he wants everything back, and I told him fine. Then turns around and says nevermind. He wants his clothes, cds, money, wants me to cancel SG. I don't care. I will. I want him to understand that I do care about him, I do love him, but I cannot be in a relationship right now. I physical and emtionally cannot do it.
I've been crying for 2 days, and now he being a dick to my friends. Blowing up my phone to cry to me, to tell me that it's unfair. He told me as long as I am happy. I couldn't do it anymore. I wasn't happy with him, and now he is putting so much pressure onto me. He backed me into a corner for the past 2 weeks. But yet he doesn't see how he did it.
This is why I hate boys.
Grow up.