tomandhisjones

Too the people who have controlled me throughout my life -


lost in a world of doubt and insecurity
nothing that you hold sacred nothing that you believe
your life is a contradiction
while you thrive on manipulation
i fight to just hold onto what i believe
i won't become the thing i hate...
i won't become the thing i hate...
i won't become the thing i hate...
i won't become you
you've treated me like i'm a worthless piece of shit
you think like you're in control but you make me sick
i want to watch you suffer
the way you've made me suffer
i want to fuck up everything you've ever loved
but i won't become the thing i hate...
i won't become the thing i hate...
i won't become you




It's mega early, I just took a shower, after fighting and almost breaking up with JV. Now, I need to shit before bed.

Good night, sleep well...




I wish I was tired...
Also, I wish I knew when I was supposed to get my period. Goddamnit, I hate nature, and bodies, and fluids, and ewww...

Yea, um...