tomandhisjones

Too the people who have controlled me throughout my life -


lost in a world of doubt and insecurity
nothing that you hold sacred nothing that you believe
your life is a contradiction
while you thrive on manipulation
i fight to just hold onto what i believe
i won't become the thing i hate...
i won't become the thing i hate...
i won't become the...
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No caberet for me and the crew. I hate being broke ass. I hope everyone looked wonderful, and had a great time. *sigh* I'm glad I went to the last one.

Going to work soon, and that sucks.

Rae wanted me to write this - "I suck cock and love to toss the salad" (She's crazy, I swear to God.) Not really though she is...
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Going to bed so quickly...


um... blah...

Going to the mall with Matty tomorrow. Caberet on Saturday... Can't wait.

Um.. g'night

blahblahblah...

Cleaned my cellar, and now my Mom is happy with me.... for the moment.

But that's okay, because, blah, I don't care anymore. I'm done with that bullshit. I don't care if she threatens me. It doesn't mean shit.

SG CABERET on Friday, and I'm so excited. Whole shitload of people coming with me, and I'm so excited. Half naked chicks dancing, looking hott....
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Okay, long time no update - -


Okay, so I basically got threatened that IF I MOVE OUT I will be disowned! How fucked up is that? Why does she want me here, so she can yell at me?

OKay, I'm never home, just to sleep, but my brother, always home, sleeps all day, goes downstairs and plays video games. But I have to clean...
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This sums up everything...



i'm drowning in nothing

nothing real

nothing left...nothing

i'm losing myself

sinking deeper down

silently

leaving this behind

nothing left but me

i'm hating myself...

hating

everyone hates me now

everything has changed

everyone has changed...

but me

everyone has changed

I'm home, and it's 9. I don't want to be here. My mom wanted to talk, but she isn't even home. Nice huh?

Whatever...

I'm gonna hang out with my wang out...


I'm gonna rock out with my cock out...

It's on like Donkey Kong bitches...

*sigh* I'm so tired, it feels like I never sleep....

There seems to be an evil fucking presence over this country at this moment, and it seems to have to stay for another fucking four years.





I weep for the future.

My plans for the next couple of days -

Today
Shower, change, make resume, go to Rae's house, smoke, and then go to work.
After work, probably Ian's house, and then home.

Tomorrow
VOTING!!, going to breakfast, going to Temp agency with Rae. Smoking, and then going to work, and then to Ian's house. Damn, I do smoke alot...


That's it, exciting huh?

Not so...
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Okay, besides the Red Sox kicking all ass, I have much to tell.


So I took a leave of absence from school, and it has only been three days since then, and my mother already is yelling at me to get a job. It's not like I don't have one, and I haven't had one since I was 15. My brother does jack and shit,...
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