tomandhisjones

Well, I guess I'm not going to be on here for a while. Like a month.

Give me some love.

bye...

Okay huge update:


Cutnhalf and I broke up. Well, I broke it off. But now he is being an ass. You heard me! He called me up, saying that without me, he was going to kill himself, and then turns around and says he would never do that.

He said as long as I am happy I could do what I want, and I told...
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My tummy goes grrrrr, and it's not like I have shat lately, far from it actually. I don't understand...

I decided to switch from Marlboro Lights to Camel Turkish Gold. Why? Because they are good.

I wonder what time the guy is coming over to fix everything. Do I have time to smoke a bowl in my room?

My mom just had surgery again. They...
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I'm lost in a fucking sea of self something. Loathing could be the word, but I don't know if it suits my feelings.

I have The Misfits stuck in my head.

I feel blah today, and nothing seems to make me feel better. Not even Kenny. Tho, he did have me smiling a one point. The rest of the night was spent crying...

I hate...
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She doesn't realize how much she hurts me.
She calls me stupid and doesn't think it will hurt.
She asks me for a favour, and then calls me names.
Doesn't even give me money.
No, she just asks me for it.

I'm so depressed, and it's 6:15 in the morning.
I'm up with my mother.
And my septum ring is out...

I don't want to work today, it sucks.

What sucks more, I am going to have to work on Christmas. But, it's time and a half, and some other shit, so I get paid alot to work 4 hours. And besides, the hospital should be empty. So, okay, not that bad.

Um... I have to leave to go to work, but I have to go...
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I just got back from smoking a bowl, blunt and then a j. I fucking baked...


I am going to go be a . tehe... *giggles* I think I'm funny atleast.

Okay - Update:


1. I got my septum peirced last Friday. I love it, it is wonderful.
2. I bought and gave my brother his christmas present already. He is very happy.
3. JV is taking me away for the weekend, and I don't know where too, so people, help me out and find out where I'm going.
4. I ate 3 meals today.
5....
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Holidays can never go as planned.

It was all well and what not, until the sis came home, drunk, and started with me after dinner. Not so much started with, more talk down too. But "she's grown up and I'm a child." That's why, after I said she was a child she sat in my room for 15 minutes and cried. CRIED!?

Then, after I...
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Okay, work today... but it is Thanksgiving....


So... HAPPY TURKEY DAY PEOPLE, eat a bunch, and think of me working while you're having fun.

I have a new picture. It's me, when I was little and cute. And very odd. But, Clover, you are so odd, I love you. Kinda confused sometimes about ya, but damn, you're hott.

Cutnhalf I love you tons, and tons. Slightly more than my dogs. Who are also very odd. My dad moved the step ladder and now Pepper will not move from...
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Ummm...


I feel much better emotionally now.

Physically... I feel like shit...

Bed now, so tired...




p.s. Yay, new friends I'm so excited...












And I just can't hide it...