tokyoboi21

i dream when i'm awake..... i dream all kinds of things. i see stuff just happen, and it's lovely. have you ever had one of those lives where shit goes up and down, and you wonder if it will ever level off and let you shoot to the stars?.... my friends, i have seen this day. it was about a month ago when i put my girlfriend on a plane to hawaii, and she never came back... don't feel bad for me. this kinda shit happens all the time. it wouldn't be the first time josh fell in love with a girl named jen, and she went to a beach for a vacation and never came home. i'm never stuck. people make choices. we have the right to change our mind. i am still very good friends with said girls, but you have to wonder what you girls are always up to in your little cute heads.... so yeah, when she got on that plane, i started making other plans. cause i knew. josh always knows. i think it's really sweet that most girls try to play it off like it's them not you, or what the fuck ever. don't placate josh. i know you fell for some one else. just give it to me straight doc. i can take it. much rather you were honest anyway, instead of getting some line i keep hearing since the 4th grade, sheesh....

so i'm ready to get this trip to the dirt hole over with, get to san diego, and see a few people i have missed so much. some of you i have never met, but i will. josh gets around this little world pretty good. so if you can't see me, just wait and i'll get to where you are at soon enough. good times fun times. lots of kodak moments waiting to happen. cheer up. josh loves you! xo