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hmmm people seem to have mustaken my meh from yesterday as a bad meh... well it kinda was.. but if i where to say it today it would be a bad one

me and kat had our first "argument" of sorts.. i kinda wish it was for something cooler... like i threw her cat at the wall or something, or i ate something she'd been saving for later... i dunno... basically it's all boiled down to her sleeping at my house...

she always passes out when she gets here but bitches to me that she HAS to go home and she absolutly can not sleep here... okay that's cool, so i try to keep her awake and tell her the time, and yeah, i say it pretty naggingly, but it's only cos she never listens to me (but then again no one does and i should be used to it by now)... and it isn't till i'm about to set the alarm and shut off the light so we can go to sleep together that she gets all huffy puffy and leaves... but last night she told me it seems like i don't want her there... it's understandable, but very wrong... i'm just trying to comply with her wishes

i only chalk this up to the fact she started her period yesterday, and she's been pretty grouchy lately... so i'll kinda lay back for a while, which is for the better, i don't wanna get burnt out on each other, and it's not like we don't work together you know?

i think we might be actually dating know, just nothing's been said... it feels like real dating, and it looks like it to everyone else (mostly at work), we just haven't said anything about it to each other... whatever

in happy news, the game primal is fucking badass! i thought it looked pretty lame when i first saw shots for it, but it's completely gripping, i find myself wandering around in a complete daze of how engaging the visuals and scenery are... i guess it just goes to show you, much like dante from devil may cry, half human - half demon people make the best bad asses.