looking at dia's archived sets while listening to passion of lovers by bauhaus on repeat = 
however... i've noticed i have a thing going on here... i only seem to talk to missy on aim, and today i just talked to gina again for the first time in about a month... both ex's of mine
i saw kriza (someone who i've had a crush on since she first started working at borders, and we woulda done something about it had she not been with her boyfriend that she didn't wanna cheat on, but he cheated on her) and i wrote some angsty poem on the back of a schedule, and she wrote one to me basically saying that she's still head over heels for me, and this thing with me and kathryn is looking like we're heading into a rough spot cos les is totally following her around now and i have no clue how but he knows about me now...
what did gina and i talk about? about how much she misses me, but she has a boyfriend... and i already got over a spot where i missed her a while back, but talking to her today brought back old feelings that shouldn't exist, and trying to get over being engaged and breaking that off... let's just say my head is all sortsa fucked up right now.
i wish i could just tell the world to leave me the fuck alone, but i always have to make life interesting...
why do people have to like me, and why do i have to like them back?
however... i've noticed i have a thing going on here... i only seem to talk to missy on aim, and today i just talked to gina again for the first time in about a month... both ex's of mine
i saw kriza (someone who i've had a crush on since she first started working at borders, and we woulda done something about it had she not been with her boyfriend that she didn't wanna cheat on, but he cheated on her) and i wrote some angsty poem on the back of a schedule, and she wrote one to me basically saying that she's still head over heels for me, and this thing with me and kathryn is looking like we're heading into a rough spot cos les is totally following her around now and i have no clue how but he knows about me now...
what did gina and i talk about? about how much she misses me, but she has a boyfriend... and i already got over a spot where i missed her a while back, but talking to her today brought back old feelings that shouldn't exist, and trying to get over being engaged and breaking that off... let's just say my head is all sortsa fucked up right now.
i wish i could just tell the world to leave me the fuck alone, but i always have to make life interesting...
why do people have to like me, and why do i have to like them back?
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mistressmissy:
youre a very likeable person chris...despite your temper and standoffish manor. i still have no idea why you liked me. or why pink triangle reminded you of me. that one still escapes me.
mistressmissy:
ACK ACK ACK Germaine talked in the new neurotically yours! am i the only one that sees something wrong with this???