dude, yesterday was TEH SUCK yes, teh suck.
my thanksgiving dinner blew, i basically got screwed out of spending today with my girlfriend at my mom's house, and not only am i stressing out about my job situation and money, but now my mom's on probation at her job and about to lose her teaching position she's had for the last 7 years (with minimal raise and she even got busted down to teaching pre-school when she was a kindergarten teacher) all because of her teaching assistant. so now i'm stressed out for my mom as well as myself, all the while on kathryn's end of the scale everything's peachy keen it seems. sure she's stuck working for her mom but at least she pulls in 1400 a month (and blows it all on crap)
also my batteries for my gameboy died since all i did was hide away from everyone at kathryn's mom's house (her aunt and uncle are pretty much dickheads, especially her aunt) and play castlevania and final fantasy tactics advance. GRRRRAGH!!!! not to mention the food fucking sucked ASSHOLE! the turkey was okay, but the mashed potatos tasted like white paste, and for some reason absorbed every last bit of gravy i put on them and did something with the flavor, the green beans sucked, everything else sucked ass. even the tiramisu i brought over to try and look like i was contributing fucking sucked because they let it sit out and it got all melty, the dumbshits.
not to mention at the end of it all i have to let her aunt and uncle that suck into my house today and kathryn has to work as well today so basically i'm flying solo at my mom's, i'm happy i get to see my real family, but i didn't get to spend actual thanksgiving with anyone i cared about outside of kathryn her brother and her parents. at least i'm picking up an extra shift tomorrow so it's like i worked for 5 days this week and it'll help with rent and the electricity bill.
god i'm so stressed out and i can't even talk to anyone about it.
tofu "
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my thanksgiving dinner blew, i basically got screwed out of spending today with my girlfriend at my mom's house, and not only am i stressing out about my job situation and money, but now my mom's on probation at her job and about to lose her teaching position she's had for the last 7 years (with minimal raise and she even got busted down to teaching pre-school when she was a kindergarten teacher) all because of her teaching assistant. so now i'm stressed out for my mom as well as myself, all the while on kathryn's end of the scale everything's peachy keen it seems. sure she's stuck working for her mom but at least she pulls in 1400 a month (and blows it all on crap)
also my batteries for my gameboy died since all i did was hide away from everyone at kathryn's mom's house (her aunt and uncle are pretty much dickheads, especially her aunt) and play castlevania and final fantasy tactics advance. GRRRRAGH!!!! not to mention the food fucking sucked ASSHOLE! the turkey was okay, but the mashed potatos tasted like white paste, and for some reason absorbed every last bit of gravy i put on them and did something with the flavor, the green beans sucked, everything else sucked ass. even the tiramisu i brought over to try and look like i was contributing fucking sucked because they let it sit out and it got all melty, the dumbshits.
not to mention at the end of it all i have to let her aunt and uncle that suck into my house today and kathryn has to work as well today so basically i'm flying solo at my mom's, i'm happy i get to see my real family, but i didn't get to spend actual thanksgiving with anyone i cared about outside of kathryn her brother and her parents. at least i'm picking up an extra shift tomorrow so it's like i worked for 5 days this week and it'll help with rent and the electricity bill.
god i'm so stressed out and i can't even talk to anyone about it.
tofu "
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Dude that's crap shit....
but it could be worse....
If shit goes down brothah, just be bummed out then move along and keep going...
generic as fuck advice but it's so true...
a couple years ago I lost everythin I cared about....
I sat in my room for a few weeks thinking about shit, then I moved on and all was well.
Hmmmm, defiance I went through that pretty fast considering I had to work instead of getting to play it constantly.
I dunno what to do now.... work on SWG, and Prince of Persia.
Gonna go out to a club tomorrow me thinks, cut some rug...
drink a few room tempurature ones.....
Anti-Mac on the ladies....
IE agree with what they say and walk off.
then Uhhhh, I think I might make some more music....
I haven't been doing my weird electro shit I usualy do.
but I may get the chance to jam with a few friends on Sunday so that'd be nice since it's been ages since I got to rock out on a drum set and make stupid noise with a guitar and yell like a goblin into a MIC.
but alas so much to do so little time.