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yesterday marked my 1 year reign in the borders cafe


it made me wanna cry actually..... i can't get over that i've wasted a full fucking year in the cafe at borders.. how sad am i?

then i started gettng nostalgic.. and nostalgia led to sickness

i started thinking about liz..... i had visions of gina naked on top of my body riding me like...
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call me old fashioned


but i love the first got milk commercial

i love that no one ever reads my actual journal entries here.... it's much better than my diaryland diary... where if i say something offensive i have a urter billion people going "HOOOLLLYYYY SHIIIIIIITTTTT!!!!" oooooooooh my gawd, i can't belive you said that.. you're so terrible blah blah blah blaahhhh...

yeah fuck off high school girl that does nothing but gush about the new boy's...
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it's days like this i wish i could put a gun in my mouth and paint the walls with my brain

you do nothing for me
yet you always follow
you're alone and he's not
and cos i'm departed you think i'm hot
i'm not gonna be your one night stand
i don't wanna touch your calloused hands
i'm not gonna fill you with me...
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gah... another day having to work... i despise work with a firey purple passion

all the frothing and steaming and button pressing... i swear, hearing people ask me "do you have mocha frappucinnos" is making me nausious.. i've given up trying to explain to these simpletons that this is not starbucks...

funny that working in a bookstore so many people don't know how to read.

i'm closing my eyes to not look at you
but you glued yourself to my eyelids
so i scream myself hoarse
to try and get you to shut up
and then beg you to leave
knowing that you'll stay anyways
i'll cut myself to make you pay
and burn my bridges to keep it away
stop following and you'll find yourself
lost amongst the wreckage...
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i don't know what it is. but i love music that makes me wanna rip someone's skin off... like hatebreed, converge, and pantera...

i'm tired of being here alone physically....

sometimes i wonder why i'm so in love with someone in ohio... but then i remember exactly what made me fall for her... and then i think about how she'll be in my arms soon......
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what do you wish for?
do you wish for the moon?
if you ever did
you know i'd name it after you?
but i'm secretly wishing
that it's not the moon you want
my secret wish up to the stars
is for you to want my heart

work is the dirtiest 4 letter word i know

i'm a meat and potatos type of guy...

this would explain why i eat so much meat and potatos

i thought to myself about my insomnioa today
i came up with a great solution on how to get free sleep aids and rip off my company at the same time
next year when the benefits package rolls around i'm gonna get prescribed to zanax or something and hope that it works.... being awake isn't even half as fun as sleeping
i also need to...
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the moon is fading
so hurry up and kiss me
the stars are in your eyes
you're such a mystery
i think that i've come undone
but you always stitch me
and when you feel alone at night
know that i'm never missing
kiss me with your eyes open
so the stars can smile on us