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Fresno

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positivity will only take you so far.

May 23, 2014
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So, I broke my wrist in in March. I had a job where typing and quotas were insanely high, not to mention the high stress for too little money. I could not keep up and no breaks in numbers were given. They asked me to resigned due to attendance. So, I did. I continued to tattoo, cast and all for income. But as the time passed, the ship was not flourishing the way that it should have and half of my supplies were stolen. Other than my rantings, no one did anything and I couldn't prove anything. So, I left of course. Brings me into May. Scraping by, and unable now to find work or bring in income. Through out this whole process I have been insanely positive. But, I am now wondering, other than masking my feelings, am I in denial of what's going on? I mean it's serious, I haven't been able to pay rent since March and received a notice yesterday. Not sure what to do from here, but I just really needed to vent with out hearing it from family or close friends. They don't know the situation and I'm not doing this for help, pity, or sympathy. Just needed to vent that I think my positivity hindered me a little in this situation... Well, I guess, here's a picture of a moon sand penis and a gaping hole.

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