Bad day, bad day!!!!
No matter how much u supress and run from ur past it always seems to haunt you... Ugh, I resent myself for being so careless and relentlessly untrue to myself and not taking care of myself as a youngster. All those buckwild events lead to regrets which catch up to u and ruin new relationships. I refuse to let it happen anymore! I have hung up that life and started anew. Now I'm a rebel, but not a buckwild careless rebel. I will redeem myself for the mistakes I've made. Either that or I'll run from them again... Lol jk... Time to deal with the old bullshit head on. Sorry this is not my regular cheery self blog... But hey I'm allowed to bitch every once and a while. Plus I honestly don't give a shit, I needed to vent.
No matter how much u supress and run from ur past it always seems to haunt you... Ugh, I resent myself for being so careless and relentlessly untrue to myself and not taking care of myself as a youngster. All those buckwild events lead to regrets which catch up to u and ruin new relationships. I refuse to let it happen anymore! I have hung up that life and started anew. Now I'm a rebel, but not a buckwild careless rebel. I will redeem myself for the mistakes I've made. Either that or I'll run from them again... Lol jk... Time to deal with the old bullshit head on. Sorry this is not my regular cheery self blog... But hey I'm allowed to bitch every once and a while. Plus I honestly don't give a shit, I needed to vent.
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toft:
Thank you it's been a long road!
indiebuddhist:
Yeah, the past can bite one in the ass. But, sounds like you have to right mind-frame about dealing with it.