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So... Back from the cruise, Ex has almost moved out.... lots of shit, posted some pics in my folders of cruise, mostly of Cupcake, a few of the towel animals and one of me getting my beard braided... wow im a fatty

I'm at my wits end... I'm so depressed I'm vomiting at work. She is constantly having her boyfriend over to my place without me even being home, I come home every day to find him there....and last night, I find him in my home and the couch is converted in to a bed. Her Facebook shes started to put pics of them together and she...
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How to update... timeline of events?


May 2007 - get married

October 2008 - she cheats on me and I make my best attempt to look past it and make the relationship work even though trust and emotions are hurt. Her excuse was that I was flirting with people online... despite her flirting with people in front of my face, the excuse for that was...
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Surgery today... will admit im nervous about the anesthesia as ive never been put under before but my nerves are cut by the fact everyone around me is spazz, constant good lucks and hope it goes wells... you would think i was about to attempt a motorcycle jump across 50 cars....

I think normal people would take the over reacting panic and worry of those...
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if i updated 1/2 as often as things happened to me, id spend all my time updating....



Daughter is now 2... shes not going to have any surgery for her arms (she has TAR syndrome which is Thrombocytopenia with an absence of radii, a condition where her platelet count in her blood is low and she has no radius bone in either arm.) she had...
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Bout time I uploaded Pictures of MY daughter >.<

I almost posted in the Old School group....save this blog it would be my most resent post in months. Its not that I don't like SG, I go to the sight daily. Check out the new sets, read posts. I just don't feel motivated to say anything. Save a comment I almost put in the old school group as i felt it was appropriate.I also...
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Binary Sign Language

0 = 0 = fist a bitch
1 = 1 = you rock
2 = 10 = look up
3 = 11 = I got a gun
4 = 100 = fuck you
5 = 101 = fuck you politely
6 = 110 = peace
7 = 111 = I got a gangsta gun
16 = 10000 = dr evil anyone
18...
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I have spent a good majority of my life alone. And up until today I never knew the true meaning of lonely.

Its always been the classic "no girl, longing for the cuddle" stuff, toped off with the ever emo feelings of "I have people around me, but no one understands me I'm alone.". But none of that matters. All of those feelings and thoughts...
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Story of Cute:

In work today in looking to say "See you later alligator." in an attempt to get me to respond with "In a while crocodile." a young girl around the age of 4 shouted "Crocodile Allidator." in a burst of excitement generated from learning a new phrase.