Ugh my head is gonna explode...
We broke up, yea I know we are not together...that was HER choice that was HER doing. I agreed to be friends...I agreed to be the nice guy take the blow with a grain of salt, But now all she talks to me about is this guy Matt, and how she hangs out with him all the fucking time, goes to the bar and gets drunk with him. How she goes out to bars all the time and has all these guy friends... IT FUCKING KILLS
Its not that I want her back...though the feeling and the relationship was nice. Its that she makes my lonly ass feel like fucking SHIT every time. Great its nice you where able to shatter my heart and move on, I get the point dont rub it in... Im gonna go fucking shoot myself now
We broke up, yea I know we are not together...that was HER choice that was HER doing. I agreed to be friends...I agreed to be the nice guy take the blow with a grain of salt, But now all she talks to me about is this guy Matt, and how she hangs out with him all the fucking time, goes to the bar and gets drunk with him. How she goes out to bars all the time and has all these guy friends... IT FUCKING KILLS
Its not that I want her back...though the feeling and the relationship was nice. Its that she makes my lonly ass feel like fucking SHIT every time. Great its nice you where able to shatter my heart and move on, I get the point dont rub it in... Im gonna go fucking shoot myself now
someone needs to plan another upstate shin-dig. saida had said she was gonna try to do something this month but so far nothing posted.
i would plan something but i dont think anyone wants to come up here to watertown. blah.
*edited cuz its early and i cant type when im still half asleep*
[Edited on Feb 09, 2005 6:38AM]