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So, How do I explain it...
My heart is confused, my soul is lost. Im nothing but a wandering shell.
I hear the words, but I dont listen. Their bodys say yes, their words say I dont know.
I could run away, or just...go away. That would solve everyones problems no? one less anoyince, one less problem, one less waste of space. But time ticks on, and who knows, maby one day it will all be worth it. Optamism and Pesimism all in one little bundle, whats the point in being one sided
hell whats the point in anything