Well, Schools almost over. Failing English, passing Italian, Math, Philosophy, and Sociology with flying colours. Starting up an Oi band, filled with anger, anti-hate and lots of rude offensive shit. Im exited, just need a drummer. Stonethrowers is starting up again have a show Dec 27, its a Pyscobilly/Rockabilly/Horror Punk show. Im stoaked. Seeing friends band at a house show on Wed, plan on punching at least 1 kid in the head.
Other than that life kinda sucks, work blows and im still LONELY as fuck. It pisses me off cause girls flirt, I get close, tell them how I feel and boom in the friend or brother catigory. The one girl i found that likes me I pushed away because I was stupid, and then she went bouncing from guy to guy(i think to make me jellous) then when I decided to stop being stupid she comes off as though she wants me, but then hooks up with another guy and I believe might be pregnant now. Yay for my pathetic life.
My temper has gone down the tubes, The drop of a dime sets me off. Im tired of life, tired of bullshit drama, tired of being happy and being sad, Im tired of hearing people call me a racist, Im tired of people being nice to me because they feel its their moral obligation. PEOPLE NEED TO BE HONIST WITH ME, they need to tell me when they have a problem with me, they need to not leave me with false thaughts. Im tempted to just end my relationship with society and live in a hole.
Other than that life kinda sucks, work blows and im still LONELY as fuck. It pisses me off cause girls flirt, I get close, tell them how I feel and boom in the friend or brother catigory. The one girl i found that likes me I pushed away because I was stupid, and then she went bouncing from guy to guy(i think to make me jellous) then when I decided to stop being stupid she comes off as though she wants me, but then hooks up with another guy and I believe might be pregnant now. Yay for my pathetic life.
My temper has gone down the tubes, The drop of a dime sets me off. Im tired of life, tired of bullshit drama, tired of being happy and being sad, Im tired of hearing people call me a racist, Im tired of people being nice to me because they feel its their moral obligation. PEOPLE NEED TO BE HONIST WITH ME, they need to tell me when they have a problem with me, they need to not leave me with false thaughts. Im tempted to just end my relationship with society and live in a hole.
