And once again I begain my decent... I never realize it untill I become sick. I start to realize how alone I realy am. Or at least how alone I reely feel. I feel I loose myself and I loose my friends.
I find myself contimplateing who cares, who notices. It feels as though no one dose. I know over my life time ive made a good number of friends but can I call them that? Do they concider me that? I feel like Im just a burdon. I feel like conversations are passing at best. People put up with me, not befriend me.
Its when Im sick and unable to do much else but sit around that those things come to light. Its the only time I feel cold. Its when I truely feel alone.
I find myself contimplateing who cares, who notices. It feels as though no one dose. I know over my life time ive made a good number of friends but can I call them that? Do they concider me that? I feel like Im just a burdon. I feel like conversations are passing at best. People put up with me, not befriend me.
Its when Im sick and unable to do much else but sit around that those things come to light. Its the only time I feel cold. Its when I truely feel alone.
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arden:
I hope you feel better sweetheart.....I think of you as a friend if that makes you feel any better! 
doctashock:
believe it or not we all go through it at some point or another. Anyone that tells you otherwise is a liar and the most insecure of all.