Im sitting here, in my room, listning to Bloodhound Gangs new album...not bad. I hung out with a guy from NJ yesturday...Interesting chap, My friends Kristine and Phil introduced me to him. He is apperantly into the D/s Sceen, which isent my thing. Not the D/s part, that is, but the whole Sceen and attempt to be part of a comunity in an attempt to fit in. He was a nice guy though, we had dinner and chatted a bit.
The search for another is still a big negitive, every time I get close or interested in a girl I find out 1 of 3 things. Either shes got a boyfriend/is engaged, she is a lesbian, or she thinks of me as a strong brother figure. Im sure ill figure it out some day, But untill then, Im gonna sit in self loathing and play videogames, and when money happens go to bars and fail terably at flirting.
I need/want sooo bad to go to Canada and hang out with the friends ive made there. I miss you ALL.
The search for another is still a big negitive, every time I get close or interested in a girl I find out 1 of 3 things. Either shes got a boyfriend/is engaged, she is a lesbian, or she thinks of me as a strong brother figure. Im sure ill figure it out some day, But untill then, Im gonna sit in self loathing and play videogames, and when money happens go to bars and fail terably at flirting.
I need/want sooo bad to go to Canada and hang out with the friends ive made there. I miss you ALL.
faye:
I honestly think bars are the WORST places to meet people. Everyone is there for a good time and all into playing games and shit like that. I don't think there are many people out there who take it seriously. Just a tip.