And once again I begain my decent... I never realize it untill I become sick. I start to realize how alone I realy am. Or at least how alone I reely feel. I feel I loose myself and I loose my friends.
I find myself contimplateing who cares, who notices. It feels as though no one dose. I know over my life time ive made... Read More
Been haveing fun with leather working, made armour and a belt.
Have a somewhat girlfriend now, shes cute nice, but we have very little in common. I will one day figure it all out, but im in no hurry now, its just nice to have a body next to mine every once in a while.
not sure when i'm coming back... probably not til the summer i think... course i'm also not sure where i'm coming back to. i have several options and i need to make some decisions about that... lol.
Date went well, I like the girl alot but I dont think its gonna work, we have little in common and shes kinda airheaded. I dont think I can stand being around her to much...Not to say I dont wana be friends with her, but I dont think a relationship would work.
A good friend of mine by the name of Shael Riley, has asked me for Aid.... he is trying to get pictures of people with Shael Riley is God written anywhere on their bodies to use for his "band's" MySPace profile and for a promotional disc he's going to be sending out to radio stations and record labels.
so everyone and anyone who is willing... Read More
So, I got an IM from my friend letting me know he got an aprenticeship at a Tattoo Parlor and needs someone to practice on once its time....yea, he knew i would say yes concidering ITS FREE.... I know he is a good artist and can not WAIT for him to get started...
Im sitting here, in my room, listning to Bloodhound Gangs new album...not bad. I hung out with a guy from NJ yesturday...Interesting chap, My friends Kristine and Phil introduced me to him. He is apperantly into the D/s Sceen, which isent my thing. Not the D/s part, that is, but the whole Sceen and attempt to be part of a comunity in an attempt to... Read More
I honestly think bars are the WORST places to meet people. Everyone is there for a good time and all into playing games and shit like that. I don't think there are many people out there who take it seriously. Just a tip.