Sigh

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I meant to write a reflection of my life so far on my 28th birthday.

That passed, and I didn't write anything.

Then I said, "I'll write it on my 29th birthday, because that will be more significant since it's my last birthday in my 20s."

That birthday passed too, and nothing was written.

So I guess a month after my 30th birthday would be...
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avaroulette:
It's hard to come up with things like that when you out yourself on the spot! :)

Sunday

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You ever go through cycles of feeling depressed and okay?

Hell yeah

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I just found a whole bunch of snacks in my bag that I used on my last hotel stay. I’m eating this shit.

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tmk:
@avaroulette Sure are! They were good, too - those Milano cookies and some chocolate!
avaroulette:
Yum!!

Fuck

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Was just reminded of something that made me angry last week, and I just had a brief flash of anger and resentment again. I wish I was better at controlling my temper.

Sigh

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I just read something that made me happy but made me really, really depressed at the same time.

Does that make sense?

iggy:
total sense. 

Inner demons

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Battling one of your more persistent and nastier demons is an uphill struggle. But I like to believe I can conquer it.

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haxa:
Stay strong babe
tmk:
@iggy @haxa Thank you! With support from wonderful people like you two I know I can :)

Anger, and dealing with it

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My anger issues really worry me sometimes. While my anger is not violent - I don’t hit things (or people), or do something otherwise destructive - it wants to rise up in me so quick, and sometimes it is a real struggle to keep it down.

Recently, I posted a link to Facebook about the Elliot Rodger case - namely, that his crime and choice...
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iggy:
I have similar anger issues, so I feel you. You're already doing okay though if you're not violent about it. Sometimes, I throw things...really hard. But I have never hit anyone so I count that as a win. It's frustrating when people don't relate or don't care about an issue that's important to you. I get that all the time and it feels like you're talking to someone who won't take their headphones off. 
tmk:
@iggy Thanks for relating. It does feel like I'm talking to a brick wall sometimes, and I want to say, "Are you *really* this dense?" But if someone doesn't want to listen, I suppose the best thing you can do is wait for people who are receptive to listening. 

Sunday night thoughts

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I have a friend (whom I greatly respect) tell me a little while ago that when she sees Asian American men campaigning or speaking up against how American (and Western society at large) emasculates us, she wonders if that couldn't be put to a more productive cause. My first reaction was to get upset and say "You don't understand", but then I stopped myself and...
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Thursday night

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Saying "He's attractive...for an Asian" is not a compliment. It is racist.

Thank you.

timjimmy:
Maybe he/she is simply not usually attracted to Asians but this was an exception?
iggy:
Yeah that's pretty damn racist. Attractive is attractive, doesn't matter what race someone is. 

Hoteling it tonight and #firstworldproblems

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I've been spoiled by my ultra fast internet speed at home - I was just reminded how sluggish hotel internet can be.

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