OK...it's a shitty miserable day out. And I'm in a shitty miserable mood, but since I have nobody I want to unload my shitty miserable feelings on(especially not the girl causing it, I might really regret that) you few people who actually will see this get the brunt, and for that I am sorry.
I've been talking to this girl. She's sweet, amazing, and sexy as hell. Pretty much everything I could hope for in a woman. I was led to believe, through some pretty in depth conversations on the exact subject, that I was the only guy that she was interested in at all. In fact, one conversation even went so far as for her to tell me that she couldn't even imagine talking to another guy without feeling guilty, like she was cheating on me. However, as the shitty mood probably has clued you in to, turns out that she's told that to at least one other guy, and I'm guessing a hell of a lot more. So, here's what I want to know. Why the fuck do I always get cheated on? I realize that in this situation it's not exaclty cheating, and that I may be being slightly weird about this, but still.
I've never once been in a relationship when I haven't gotten used, abused, and discarded. Now, I realize that you have no way of knowing if this is true, but I am a very nice guy. I respect women above all else. I was raised by a single mom, and I've never once cheated on a girl. I will admit to on occasion being the other man, but that is due to my weakness for unhappy women. I want to do everything in my power to bring a smile to an unhappy woman.
OK, this is not even slightly coherent, and isn't really helping as much as I'd hoped, so I'm just going to stop typing now.
I've been talking to this girl. She's sweet, amazing, and sexy as hell. Pretty much everything I could hope for in a woman. I was led to believe, through some pretty in depth conversations on the exact subject, that I was the only guy that she was interested in at all. In fact, one conversation even went so far as for her to tell me that she couldn't even imagine talking to another guy without feeling guilty, like she was cheating on me. However, as the shitty mood probably has clued you in to, turns out that she's told that to at least one other guy, and I'm guessing a hell of a lot more. So, here's what I want to know. Why the fuck do I always get cheated on? I realize that in this situation it's not exaclty cheating, and that I may be being slightly weird about this, but still.
I've never once been in a relationship when I haven't gotten used, abused, and discarded. Now, I realize that you have no way of knowing if this is true, but I am a very nice guy. I respect women above all else. I was raised by a single mom, and I've never once cheated on a girl. I will admit to on occasion being the other man, but that is due to my weakness for unhappy women. I want to do everything in my power to bring a smile to an unhappy woman.
OK, this is not even slightly coherent, and isn't really helping as much as I'd hoped, so I'm just going to stop typing now.
after years of thought on the matter, i'd have to say that it is I who chooses the same woman over and over again.
i cram life's experiences into the kind of situations that make me "comfortable." until i find out why i keep doing this, i'll probably continue repeating myself repeating myself.
helpfull?
[Edited on Jan 04, 2005 7:57PM]
I have also noticed that you men always want the really hot girl and the really hot girls are usually the ones that fuck you over. Just a theory. It will get better sweetie. You can be a good person and still get the girl who treats you good.