Ok kitty cats..
Last blog I mentioned being in the midst of a big life change but was pretty vague about it.. I split from my boyfriend of four years. My heart is so heavy.
He's an amazing person, and was a wonderful partner, we built a really great little life together.. It was a really difficult decision to make.. He had grown a bit complacent and we began to sort of drift down different paths in life. I felt like we had been drifting down those separate paths for almost a year and it didn't seem like ours paths would converge again. I feel like I've lost an incredible person.. it's so hard. But I know it's the right choice for my future, and I think it's the right one for him too.
I know some of you already know about all this, and I sincerely thank all of you for reaching out and being just the most precious of friends ever. This community, and the people I have met and bonded with through it, are just incredible.
I would have blogged this sooner, but we lived together, so I am in the process of packing and moving. Luckily! I have some super amazing friends that are letting me stay in their guest bedroom while I find a permanent place.
Not so luckily.. My car has been acting crazy and dying randomly, but won't ever do it for a mechanic, we literally tried like ever test ever. My mechanics are really nice and didn't charge me for any of the test, so that is a win. I had the distributor replaced earlier this week, and it hasn't been crazy die city yet, but I'm not totally convinced it's fixed just yet. Finger crossed though!
But it honestly hasn't been all bad. There are moments that I feel really heavy and I might break down, but I don't live in that moment. I don't stay there. And those moments aren't most moments. Mostly I am happy. I am hopeful for the future. I am ready for life..
Thank you all for all your continued support, encouragement, and friendship.
