Ok so even more bad news today, the place I was going to get away to for like two weeks, she is saying now that I can't stay there at all, though if I get locked out of upstairs and deprived of food again than I can go over there, also if I need someone to talk to she said that she's there for me to rant to.
In any case, spend every spare moment looking for somewhere to move in to. Make a list of everyone you know, and give 'em all a try. There's always a way to escape, it's just finding it that's the hard part....
Best of luck to ya.