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Net problem = fixed (for now).


Last night I had the most difficult time breathing. Asthma is a bitch. I feel like I've been used as a sex toy by an obese black man.

I can't really be bothered typing any more. Send some love if you've got any.
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kikibabe:
Sorry it's late, but here's a little love ♥.

Your status updated reminded me - my boss took us out to dinner this weekend while out of town on a business trip. I'm not sure what the exact name was, but we had a bottle of some sort of red from Chile...it was like velvet n the tongue. Delish.

Then he gave me the bill to take care of when we get back and I saw it was a $160 bottle of wine. Yeah...guess I won't be drinking it again on my own. frown
lacquoix:
Hah! I have love, for that phrase- 'used as a sex toy by an obese black man' surreal tongue
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ARRGH! My DSL is, how do I put this, FUCKED. For the past one, maybe two weeks, it has been dropping out every now and then. It has been getting more and more unreliable to the point where after around two minutes it dies, where I am then having to reboot the modem and CRAWL at snails pace to the next page. It is like...
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kikibabe:
To me, one of the most frustrating things in the whole WORLD is when your internet is acting screwy.

I'm sorry. I feel your pain.
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If I don't start sleeping better, I think I will literally go crazy. I've had only one Coke today and will try to eliminate it from my system all together. Nothing but juice, water and tea from now on.

Had my first proper CBT session yesterday, and it was quite good. It helps having a basic understanding of psychological models and theories, as I can...
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ahnhell:
im sorry you are cold and wet love.

<3 CBT hmmm good stuff.

lemme know how it goes yes?

and thank you smile kiss
static_life:
hey man, I'm in brisbane and checked you out after reading some stuff in the nIN group, I have a feeling we have similar tastes.
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I recieved the following in my inbox a moment ago

Your application has been denied into SGAU as you have not met one or more of the requirements.

- You must be a member for a month

- You must be active on the site

- You must have a journal

- You must have pictures

- You must have friends (more then just the...
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amelia:
wow you can't join? that's silly if you meet all the requirements crazy
ahnhell:
It's ok. To join my local group you have to be vouched in by a person who knows you PERSONALLY however the group owner seemed to like me well enough to invite me in regardless. Wild no?
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This weekend i CONSUMED books. I read From Hell, Junky, Eight Lectures on Yoga by Aleister Crowley, and Nick Cave's The Ass Saw The Angel. And this morning i bought John Wyndham's The Chrysalids.

Its nice to have a passion for books again.
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kikibabe:
I ♥ reading. Wish I made more time to do it.
rosie:
thank you for the comment on my set!!
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My hair is all wet and i am only wearing underwear.

I need a pet or something.

viva la pointless blogs.
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ahnhell:
It's funny, i dont even know how to proceed. The past 10 years was me putting on my happy silly face which was what masked the previous years of teen angst and self harm. ugh.


how terribly emo of me eh?

We'll see how this works out.
dryad:
I hate moving too. But I seem to do it a lot. tongue
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kikibabe:
What is a microdermal? Please to explain.
kikibabe:
Ouch! That hurts just looking at it. I don't think I've ever seen piercings there.

I myself have pretty standard piercings (although when I got them in the 90's, they were still sort of cutting edge). I have my nose pierced and also my belly button.

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dryad:
I hate when I look awesome and nobody gets to see it except the cat. tongue
I feel ya, buddy.
ahnhell:
Aaaaah you look quite lovely all dolled up biggrin pity you didnt get a chance to go out like that. I hate when i get bored and put together some fabulous makeup and outfit and have nowhere to wear it to that evening.


Aaaahh oh well. at least we can all bask in your pretty.
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OH and I think I will get some accessories from Saints and Sinners, which is the online store for Collide's Karin. Very nice leather goods. AND it helps support the band directly, which is something I am all for. Fuck record companies, music in the hands of musicians is the way of things.

ahnhell:
Why are you undead sir!!!! wink the black box.

ooh thanks for that site. they have pretty things. am a fan of the pressed earrings.

howve you been ? smile
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Things I want to buy before my birthday


  • An Air Brush
  • An LCD HD TV
  • A mesh shirt
  • Microdermals
  • Tight leather pants
  • good, stompy boots (my new rocks broke and are too expensive to repair frown )



If half of that list is acquired, I will be happy.

kikibabe:
Leather pants sound very....sweaty.
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I am just declaring my long standing love for Nixon. Five years and running. If she only knew...

Why does Gary Numan make me all sappy and sentimental?
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dead_squishy:
yay for nixon!
zenofshaolin:
Nixon is beautiful -_- , Thanks for the advice, now i'm just worrying how much my wallet going to incinerate.