tiredmountain

I'm drinking wine and I haven't stopped drinking for three weeks. Despite early mornings at five am for work, I've found it necessary to find excuses to find ways to drink. I could blame it on my job, or blame it on myself. After much thought, I realize it's both. I don't have much self-restraint, and although it's possible to break through and start creating, I hate my job so much, it puts me in the uneasy position of not wanting to do things I love JUST because I have to get up the next day and be at that place.
Hopefully, soon, it will be over.