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Metal Health Will Drive You Mad

have a Ben Gay patch on my neck right now
I feel like an old man
Granted
I am eating jelly beans for breakfast
It should balance out
No?
Probably not
Why the pain?
Too much headbanging
Headbanging to The Sword & to Priestess after too much drinking and no sleep
My body probably should have healed itself by...
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lanolin:
thanks for the comment on my set!! smile
lenox:
Thanks for the comment! <3 <3 ^___^
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Garcon, Newport Me!

Today is my one year anniversary
One year wtihout a cigarette
I rule

But
The sad part is
If I could have a Newport right now
Just one
And I knew that I wouldn't go back to smoking again
I would

I wrote this last year:

Step Inside to 14 Years

I haven't had a cigarette in eight days
After over 14...
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Home Home Home


A weekend of self imposed isolation
Saturday I didn't put shoes on until almost 10pm
And even then I didn't leave the house
Wound up passing out
After showering
And dressing
Woke up around 2am to messages wondering where I was
Followed by messages littered with slurred four letter words and suggestions that I should engage in intercourse with myself
If only...
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While JV Soccer Cleans The House

-Who is Lou Rawls?
-Who is President Rushmore?
-Who is Lamo?
-What is Shampoo?
-Who is Hewlett Packard?
-What is Paris, France?
-What is non-alcoholic wine?

Ok
I admit it
I've watched this movie way too many times
calamity:
Sorry it is so terribly belated.... but thank you for the comment on my set! smile I'm also selling the scarf that I was knitting in the set--and a ball of yarn, to boot. wink
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An Output of Nothing

I have writers block
7 years and counting
Is there a limit to how long it can continue?
As time has gone on
Its gotten worse
I used to be able to at least start
Start a story
Get through a page or two before being crippled with worry
Confused about direction
Structure
Concerned about pacing
Perspective
Am I forcing the...
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Theres a vicious pain in the pit of my stomach right now
Maybe Korean barbecue wasnt the best idea last night
Maybe drinking on an empty stomach was where I went wrong
Or that could just be where I started to go wrong
Maybe its my eating habits in general
If I had to venture a guess
Id say its probably all three
Im not...
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odette:
oh my god, you totally reminded me that Lost is on. thank you
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Havent been writing much here lately
Maybe I just have nothing to vent about
Not so much complain, mind you
But just venting
Complaining just to complain - that would be easy
Theres always something to bitch about
Like the fact that every week, by Thursday, the deli I stop in every day no longer has Orbit Citrusmint
Youd think by now theyd just buy...
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ymonster:
I have that OCMS song... It's pretty good. I didn't know Whitehouse was opening for Pig Destroyer... Crazy. I tried to get tickets for HoF yesterday, and they were sold out. Gar.

I think you look a little like the guy in that tattoo, without your beard.
skull
odette:
youre not Mike without the beard!!!!!
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My Comforter Is Apparently A Duvet

Saturday I woke up at 9 in the morning
Probably because I got home from the bar at the 3
The later I stay out drinking
The earlier I wake up
Seeing as how I was up early I figured I might as well get something accomplished
I dropped off my laundry at the laundromat
(I realized that its...
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Those Aren't Pillows!!!!!

Every time I move I misplace something that I need
Actually
Misplace is too fancy a word
Throw out is more accurate
Unintentionally throw out is even more so
Maybe its because I pack using black garbage bags
Maybe the reason why it happens is irrelevant
The fact remains: it happens every time
When I went away to college
It was my...
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kiss_kiss_luxury:
whoa! it seems you lost your beard this time you moved wink
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It's Just Not the Same

from Christmas night

At one point this evening my cousin turned to me and said, "It's just not the same anymore."
Christmas that is
Too many people are missing
Dead or otherwise
It just doesn't feel the same anymore
And to get through without a breakdown, I drank
Maybe it's because we're not 8 years old anymore (or in my...
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allura:
Thanks kiss smile
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There is no such thing as a holiday tree
They are fucking Christmas Trees
If you are offended by the term Christmas Tree
If you feel that you are not being properly represented by the presence of a Christmas Tree
Go out and get a job
You obviously have too much time on your hands
Or
Smother yourself with a pillow

On a similar note...
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rudyhimself:
very well put. merry christmas

[Edited on Dec 19, 2005 2:31AM]
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Part Time Lover is stuck in my head
Sing something else to me to drive it out