tinyhobo

So it appears that I will be entering a very busy week. I am ok with this, as the busier I am in work the quicker the week goes by.

I will be in San Diego October 6-14th..those dates aren't carved in stone yet, it depends on work.. but yeah, I will be out west..hopefully I can meet some of you. If not, well its your loss, bithes(i Keed)

so this laptop has made my life so so much easier. as I am pretty much on SG all the time. I know I have no life, and I am ok with that.

So, I am really rethinking some big things in my life at this point. Reevaluating choices I had in the past. A relocation may occur in the next year. I dont know. there are things that will determine all these descions. We shall see.
I just am so pleased with the growth, and Know I am capable more if I am pushed in the right direction.

Sometimes the sound of a certain person's voice sends me over the fucking edge. It makes me quiver, and laugh.
So much is unsaid but I hear it in your voice.

I am not pretty, I am not funny, I am not a whore, I am not a friend..I am all of these things together, and a million more things in one. I refuse to let one thing make up who I am.

Like I said in the past, relationships do not define me, I define me



She opens the door. I stand there, soaked from the thunderstorm. She pulls me inside the apartment. Kisses my exposed collarbones. She takes off my shirt and cups my breasts in her hands. I moan her name. I ask her if she would fuck me. I want to be her slave, her toy of pleasure. I yearn to twitch and collapse from her powerful tounge and knowledgeable fingers. Instead she stops and tells me that she is not into women, and that this would be the last time she kisses me


I am in a very odd mood. I want to fuck, l want to make an ass of myself, I want to learn. Life is such a fucking ride I am glad I have such great people to enjoy it with.