tinyhobo

So yeah this weekend has been pretty much uneventful.

I didn;t do too much. But I think maybe that is what I needed. I am just watching one hit wonders on VH1 and waiting for the Simposons
The Red Sox beat the Orioles -awesome.

These women have parts of my heart..


Anarchie


Martini


DeeDee


I am coming to a new part of my life. Its like tip toeing into being an adult. I wonder. Am I empowered by loving to be nude and sexual on film. Am I falling into some sort of trap? What does it matter really? Am I having fun-damn right. It just makes me wonder about the way I am looked at. I know some people will think I have head issues, or rape issues or something b/c I have chosen to do porn. I do it because I can. I have had women tell me they are sad for me and the choice I have made. But I am not ashamed. yes, its something that I couldn't have brought up over Mother's Day dinner..but I wouldn't talk aboutmy sex life in front of them. Anyway, Brian supports all of it.

I feel better about so much of the shit that has been bothering me.
Fuck it.. too much to live for.

I need to get out more though. I have to say that. But I am allergic to smoke, so I dont like the bar scene. We go out to dinner, and that is cool. I need to go see some music. I need to live. I am 26 and life is passing me by.
Shooting will be nice next weekend..

I think I am going to get this on my hip



So life is pretty fucking good.