tinyhobo

Sometimes its better to keep my mouth shut.
Today is one of those days.

There is nothing wrong.

Everything is fine.

My head is just bursting with ideas, and thoughts..and wonder.

I don't know what I am.

I will be 26 this year, and that is very odd to me. Almost 30. Its not that I'm going ZOMG!! I'm so old..it is just a strange gray space..I don't feel almost 30. Somedays I feel older than that, others waayyyy younger..I just don't feel 26. But maybe that is what 26 feels like. I do know I am having a what does it all mean?! sort of feeling. I make porn..Something new to me...most girls start that at 18-20..me 25. Its strange what becomes of you as you age.

I just ordered my mother a wonderful basket for mother's day. I need to get Brian's mom something too.
*sigh*

I love where I am. Its funny..I think when I get in the sad moods its b/c something inside is saying I have been doing good for too long..
oh well


love
AC