I had a wonderful event happen last night.

My doctor called at around 6 and told me I could come in first thing this morning. So I got looked at before I came into work, and its all off my mind. She took a small biopsy, and said that there is scar tissue that they are concerned about, but that I should hear back mid way through next week..On a good note. She thinks that I will only have to wait till around the first week of May to have sex again, as he didn't have to do nearly what they thought they would. It was strange, though. The doctor that my doctor arranged to work with me was a lovely woman, very gentle, and very thoughtful. My doctor actually came to the specailist to be with me. I wasn't nervous, and still am quite sure I am cancer-free. They did say that even if I am clear now, I am very high risk because of damage to my internal female organs from a rape at childhood..lovely. Anyhow, I will put that all aside until I get news.

I am going out to dinner after work with some of Brian's family. It will be fun, his sisters daughter is 16 and funny as hell. So we will make asses of ourselves.

I look great and feel great too.

I brought apon myself a wonderful new client someone I had been focused on since the first day I started. I have attracted almost 75000 dollars in work since my first week here. If I keep this up they will be giving me 10000 more dollars a year after the first quarter of sales.

What is beautiful to you? Pretty eyes, imperfection? curves? bones?birthmarks?

I am thrilled to see a new set by Maxi, shot by LP. Its a Good Friday indeed.

Easter will be teh lame. Tomorrow I will be taking Brian to Wegmans for the first time, and he will combust with grocery awesomeness. We love food shopping, because we are fatasses, and our life revolves around what we can stuff in our mouth..typically for me I'm either thinking of oral sex or dinner at any point durning the day.

I'll check back tomorrow, and I will be catching up on journals this weekend too.

I have been up since 5. I walked a mile and did weight training..long effing day.