Well ladies and gents, please send me positive energy.

I went to the doctor this morning, and things don't look too good.

I have to get a biopsy on Friday. I don't want to talk too much about it at the moment, as I will get flustered. I am a strong girl..but when you start tossing the word Cancer out there, you get sort of, well..nervous.

Just pray, or whatever it is you do, do it for me..

Other than that, i'm doing ok. I can't shoot any of my porn till I find out what is going on, and I can't have sex for a few weeks after Friday..so Brian better get his mouth ready, huh?

oh..I am getting like 15 bucks back from MD, and like 375 fed. tax..so yeah maybe I will use that for a plane ticket-somewhere.

Guys, I will be fine. It could be nothing, and I suppose really the only reason I even mention it here, is that when I talk to Brian he just gets really emotional, and writing it helps let go of some of the fear.

hm..now for something completely different..
I bought a new comforter...that was nice. My last paycheck has yet to have been spent, which means I am doing better than when I was at the roofer, and I would be broke by Monday.

10 things about AC

1-My most loved book ever is the perks of being a wallflower
2-I used to dream about being Nina from Tekken
3- I cut coupons every sunday and store them in a hello kitty tin
4- I am finally fucking happy with me
5-I wake up between 5 and 5:30 every morning now and work out
6-I have become a health food nut, except for Tacos
7-I miss surfing
8-I collect shoes
9-I am afraid of moths
10-I have more love in my life than I ever thought possible

Tell someone close to you how important they are to you, they need to hear it.